your equation doesn't add up
subtracting emotions and love from your life
will not only give you what you wish for
it will retrocede you into a fragile, unprenetable bubble of you
and that bubble will consist
of rejection to grow
rejection to be vulnerable
rejection to truly experience the beauty of sharing oneself
with the world
with the one you love
your equation doesn't add up
you forgot to add that I breathe and think
you forgot to remember all the special signs
that made us unique in the way we functioned
your equation doesn't add up
no logic will portray
the shatters of the hearts you left behind
in your selfconsumed
self loathing ways
your equation is not bound to any logic
by which we humans must abide
that is to learn
to love
to laugh
and to forgive
you are so small and yet you took it all with you
all the love I had accumulated like a hamster in my heart
all the openness I was willing to decorate our home with
your equation truly sucks
it broke down all the barriers
and left a city in ruins
while I walk through the gravel
and think
what the fuck were you thinking?
as it seems that in all that logic
and rationality
and equations you seek
you didn't think at all.